I Try My Best

I know that one day I will find something interesting to write about. However, I will do my best for now. I’m a little down with a small health issue that I have and writing is one way to forget about it. I have been shooting and making videos for class project though they aren’t very well it is a learning experience for me.

Most important is that I’m blessed by having this opportunity. I thank God as much as I can. I try to get closer to God every day by reading a little from different source. And I have the faith that one day I can truly feel that I am talking to God and that he is hearing me. Also, one powerful thing I do believe that God is sending me every day of my life are my guardian angels. They have been so good to me and they give me a lot of hope.

Like I try to follow every day is that I will get stronger each day so I can realize my dreams. Dreams sometimes I don’t know what they are. One thing I would like to do is express my real thoughts and be completely open about myself. I think this way people will see me as a real person. However, it has been very hard for me. That’s way I need to get much closer to God so he can help me open my heart more and be wiser on how to respond to peoples behavior.    

Remind myself to write

 Today October 18, 2011 I will write something because I have the feeling that I like writing but I never do it.

Well I did a little update on my page and I feel I’m talking to myself. I have all my work done for school and I have to start thinking about what am I doing for my other projects. I have to register for the spring and I can’t believe I have one year left. I updated a lot on facebook.

I feel that I am made to always help others and not have the opportunity to make money. I dream about having my own company of something that can benefit the community also. I have this wonderful Idea of making a special education services (SES). What it would do it would help individually students in special education to get direct assistant by a SES person.   

Following Myself

Hi, I'm back. I am so exited to have this blog however, I forget to write on it more consistently. My main goal is to get closer to God and what I'm doing is studying the Bible and reading it through the Internet. It has made it easier for me.  The college courses that I'm taking are making me very happy I'm making more friends and thanks to God our groups are formed.
Last night I went with one of my best friend and her daughter to have some yogurt ice cream and we had a great time. It makes me happy to be around people that I love. I miss my family and I wish I could see them more frequently because every time I see them my heart burst into happiness. 

Living Day by Day

I keep thinking that I will write all the things that happen to me. I am so shy to express my real feelings. What I feel I go through everyday from the moment I wake up. The physical effort, I feel is triple to what it used to be. But for every moment that passes I feel the HOPE of achieving my goals still. 
I feel that my faith is gone however, I feel their spirits are around me still. It's something superior that keeps me strong. I think of one day getting out of these feeling I have about the way I am living without my leg. Meaning that I want to start using my prosthesis, but when? I ask myself many times. To be honest I have t quit smoking and after that first week I will start using it.
The closer I get to understand how to live a day by day, moment by moment I will concentrate on the things I need to do.

Hello Again

Thank God I’m back. I never want to lose my inspiration to pass on my messages. Though I’ve had great days with things to share I didn’t take the time to write them down. I could say that my days have been great. Most important my health has been good. The days go by and I am having a great time at school.

Sometimes, I believe that things get hard for me, but isn’t that part of life? I want to learn to be stronger and believe in myself. I pray to God all the time. Right now I’m thinking about God while I share my thoughts with you. I know most important I have to learn to forget and move forward. I feel that it’s a hard thing for me to do. However, I am getting better about it. For instance, sometimes because of some reason a bad memory comes in flashing into my head and I get upset. Better yet I get a good feeling knowing I haven’t thought about that bad experience for a long period of time. Then, that’s when I thank God with more gratitude.While the days go on I am enjoying more of my days in school. It keeps my mind healthy. I am getting better with things that I have always wanted to do. Perhaps, reading something I like to do but I’m not good with it. However, because of the works I need to do for the different classes I am required to read and at the same time I am enjoying my readings.

I want to finish for today by saying that I want to learn how to live my life about myself. What I want to express is that I need to know what is it about me that needs to be worked on and not about other people’s problems. For example, think about me coming early to class and not to worry if other students come on time or not. Please God give me that independence. I want to emphasis that it doesn’t mean I wouldn’t help other fellow students. http://www.youmeworks.com/noapology.html

A New Beginning

Today was a wonderful day. I attended my both classes and I went to my second fitting of my prosthesis. When I saw my leg I felt something special. I could feel the freedom of walking again. But more important is the patience I have now. I don’t rush things and it makes me feel I get my rewards much better. Also, I count with God all the time. Last night he heard my prayers. It gave me such a peace of mind all day.

I can say that it’s very important that we help each other with whatever we can. For example, today I had to leave early from class and I knew I was going to miss some lecture time. The professor is very comprehensive about it. My friend Stela offered to share here notes with me in our next class meeting. This gave me a sense to be at ease. Also, my friend Joseph went with me to the orthopedics. This was cool because he was able to film me and I want to use the video and pictures to make a small movie about me walking with my new prosthesis.

http://www.quotegarden.com/helping.html

Two Days Behind

I am supposed to write every day but I got a little behind. I have still been active I am using my peer pressure for that. I had a change of schedule in my classes at MDC so I will begin fresh next week. So far it has been excited with all this changes and what I have been doing around my house. I will use this weekend to organize my study work area.

Base on my philosophy I believe, I have continuo de share my honesty and try to better my life. I don’t understand greed. The only greed one should have is knowledge. I like quality so if I have something of quality why should I need so many of it. That’s why I’m trying everyday to simplify my material things. For instance I have some shirts that are made of good quality and have lasted me for years so why buy new ones.